sometimes the only payoff for having anything

is when it’s tested again and again everyday

I’m still comparing your past to my future

it might be your wound but they’re my sutures

I just want to be so much

and shake off the dust that turned me to rust

sooner than later, I'll need a saviour

at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies, she dies

at the end of the world, or the last thing I see

you are never coming home, never coming home

let me be the one you call - if you jump, I’ll break your fall

lift you up and fly away with you into the night

if you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart

if you need to crash then crash and burn, you’re not alone

pretty when you say my name like that

feel your lips trace down my neck

darlin’ don’t say nothing, just breathe

pretty when you’re looking up like that

when you’re overwhelmed and you’ve lost your breath

and the space between the things you know is blurring nonetheless

when you try to speak, but you make no sound

and the words you want are out of reach but they’ve never been so loud

those dirty girls, girls

are gonna steal your heart away

their naughty words, words

that take the devil's breath away

and the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to

it's not that I don't feel the pain it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore

and the blood of these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has

and that's the hope I have the only thing I know that's keeping me alive

your life was a shooting star that burned out way too fast

and all the memories of a dream that’s built to last

cause I know that it’s hard

and I know that it hurts

but I swear it’s getting better all the time